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Sad moment Because Linkin Park Lead Singer Chester Bennington Death
July 22, 2017

Chester Charles Bennington (March 20, 1976 – July 20, 2017) was an American singer and songwriter best known as the frontman for the rock band Linkin Park. He was also the lead singer for Dead By sunrise and fronted Stone temple pilots from 2013 to 2015

Bennington first gained prominence as a vocalist following the release of Linkin Park’s debut album, Hybrid Theory, in 2000, which became a commercial success. The album was certified Diamond by the Recording industry Association of America in 2005, making it the best-selling debut album of the decade, as well as one of the few albums to ever hit that many sales. Linkin Park’s following studio albums, from Meteora(2003) to One more light (2017), continued the band’s success.

Bennington formed his own band, Dead by Sunrise, as a side project in 2005. The band’s debut album, Out of Ashes was released on October 13, 2009. He worked on new material with Stone temples in 2013 to release

Bennington died of an apparent Suicide by hanging at his home in Palos verles estates,California  his housekeeper discovered his body around 9:00 a.m. PDT on July 20, 2017. Shinoda confirmed his death on Twitter, writing, “Shocked and heartbroken, but it’s true. An official statement will come out as soon as we have one”. Bennington’s death occurred on what would have been Chris Chornell 53rd birthday. Cornell, who was a close friend of Bennington, had also died of suicide by hanging two months prior.[\ Mike Shinoda noted that Bennington was very aggrieved when the band performed “One More Light” in his honor, where he could not finish singing the song, be it in rehearsal or live recording. Bennington sang Leonard Cohen’s song “Hallelujah” at Cornell’s funeral. He was also the godfather of Cornell’s son Christopher.

Chester Bennington, the ferocious lead singer for the platinum-selling hard rock band Linkin Park, was found dead in his home near Los Angeles on Thursday. He was 41.

Brian Elias, the chief of operations for the Los Angeles County coroner’s office, confirmed the death, in Palos Verdes Estates, and said it was being investigated as a possible suicide after law enforcement authorities responded to a call shortly after 9 a.m.

Mr. Bennington, who was known for his piercing scream and free-flowing anguish, released seven albums with Linkin Park. The most recent, “One More Light,” arrived in May and debuted at No. 1 on the Billboard album chart. The band was scheduled to start a tour with a concert on July 27 in Mansfield, Mass.https://www.nytimes.com/2017/07/20/arts/music/chester-bennington-linkin-park-dead.html

Human Beings: Their Obligations And Free Will

It is said that human beings are meant to carry out obligations and such obligations dictate the very success that one may or may not enjoy during their lifetime here on earth. And so when these obligations show up every time, we are bound to either take them all to our own or heed no attention to them at all. Such obligations need to be fulfilled by us or else all things seem futile. There is no meaning left in the way we see things. There is nothing in this world that may interest us any longer. And if such obligations are carried out, futilities tend to crop up. Why would anyone keep on taking up any kind of obligation when all they did before was for nothing? Why would we accept a duty knowing that it would never bring any good to us? But here it is worth noticing that human beings are not completely rational objects. We are supposed to be one, but we may not work according to our beliefs or rational thinking every time, and we may not even possess rational thinking at all as we are supposedly creatures of free will. We are not some mechanical artefact that is programmed to work according to a fixed set of rules. We are not puppets in the hands of puppeteers who may drive us and make us do things as they may wish. And we are certainly not some animals that are domesticated for personal benefits and that are not allowed free will whatsoever. We are creatures of free will as they say who are bound to see as they may please. And who are never slaves to such obligations but are masters of themselves, each in their own right.


But why is it a common observation that the things that we are obliged to take into our hands but that we may not ourselves want to accept, keep appearing and piling up in front of us all and we keep on accepting them either with supposed feelings of happiness or with evident feelings of being in confinement, seeing that it is an obligation which we have to accept and from which we cannot escape at all?


Why are we so vulnerable in our position to refuse to oblige to such obligations in the first place? Is it that we are really vulnerable that anything may stir us or drive us on their own will? Is it that we may not actually possess the free will that we believe ourselves to possess? That is to say we are not a creature of free will as we supposed ourselves to be, neither we are entities who may or may not have rational thinking. More than that it seems that we are slaves to our own tendencies and to those of obligations. And we are bound to oblige to them when they appear whether we may actually want to oblige to them or not. It seems that this is the only conclusion one can draw out from observing human beings such as ourselves who are not unsettled in their free will and obligations.

Changes: How They Affect The World And Us

Being narrowed down inside this world, where changes occur in a nick of time, it is not a thing of surprise that these changes have indeed had a strong impact upon every minute detail concerning our lives.
Changes are meant to crop up every now and then. They are inevitable in this world which itself undergoes changes no matter how big or small they may be. These changes are meant to be benign, but at times these changes itself may become painful. The pain they inflict upon our lives, and so upon us, can be excruciating or bearable depending on its intensity and origin. These changes can be educative as well, as they teach us of the very essence of humanity and dynamism. While, there are times also when these fuddle us and create certain crevices, dividing mind, body and soul.
The body goes to the grave, whereupon a change of life cycle occurs. Even when a life cycle begins with the birth. The life itself undergoes countless changes and these are meant to shape and drive it. We are all dependent on these changes. We are all but mere puppets to these changes. And we are certainly not unaffected by these changes as some may claim to be. These claims hold no strength to these changes and succumb to them when they are subjected to them.
How worse a change could be or how better, than it is in present times, depends certainly upon the external factors that have an impact on the whole of humanity along with the relatively good or bad choices that dictate how a change may take place. Even then the certainty that one of these will have a larger impact than the other is somewhat unstable and cannot be predicted easily. Both these factors may affect at the same time or they may not have an impact at all. Or one of them may indeed have a larger impact than the other, while the other will have little or no impact at all.
We are constantly driven by changes and this is the proof that all things change and we change with them, “omnia mutantur, nos et mutamur in illis.” This says that we are bound to change with the changes and we are ourselves bound to undergo changes and in turn bring changes to us and to the people and to the world around us.
Changes are important while importance of things brings about changes in them and so lead to more changes. How are we to accept these changes, depends simply on how we choose to. Because while we may adapt to these changes and undergo changes as well, we can also neglect these changes and fail to undergo these, thus bringing about changes in us on our own. These may well be the acceptable changes that we will want in us and expect the world to accept these changes while undergoing or not undergoing these. And so changes will prevail with the years to come.

An Undelivered Letter: To A Friend

Dear friend,
How are you and how have you been around these variable times? If you are worrying about me, then you have to worry not the least as I can assure you that I am as fit and strong as a horse would be. And may this letter find you in good health and shape as I wish to see you such, no matter how further we may be when it comes to distance! And let me remind you that this distance is only physical, for the eternal path on which our friendship walks has no distance to cover at all. And how have I wished that even this physical distance may one day diminish so we could see each other and speak of our hearts that have suffered this long for being apart!
O friend of my youth, and of my childhood, have you not felt the same? Have you not wished for us to meet again? And have you not shed tears in my loving memory? And have you not longingly asked the will of nature to free your soul that you may come to me? And have you not sought for my happiness forevermore?
O my friend of happy days, and of days when sadness encircled us two, this bond we share is for eternity, and no force can measure its strength for every kind of force that has tested it has failed and submitted to its strength. And no boundaries can separate this bond, which is but invisible like the air and yet strong like the winds, and so it is unlike the boundaries that are evident but weak to keep the free will of nature and of friendship.
O companion of my soul, and of my heart, have you not felt the suffering which I am suffering? And have you not seen into the cruel eyes of the cruel times that have been keeping us victims of their play? And have you not looked upon the face of the sky to see the moon that reminds you of me? And have you not cried with the rains that came that these reminded you of my tears of sorrow? And have you not left the shallow brook that there we had played when we were together and the memory of which breaks you to your inner core?

O my dearest friend, the apple of my eye, why is that I feel your tears in my eyes? And why this heart feels the pain of your heart? And why my mind sees the picture of myself? And your longing longs inside me? And why your words are uttered from my mouth, “My dear friend, where are you? Can it be that you have forgotten our friendship, as we are further now and may never see each other again, that you do not come to me? Can it be that you now have a new friend whose friendship is more worthy of you than mine? Can it be that you have forgotten all about me?”

No, my dear friend, I have never forgotten you, nor failed to think of you. How can I forget you for you are my memory? And how can I find a new friend when my only friend is thinking about me far across the seven seas? And how can I live without my friend, who is my breath? My friend, I am coming to you and no boundary shall stop me!

Peace: With And Without It

What would you do? What would you do without peace? What would you do at all without peace?
What can you do? What can you do without peace? What can you do at all without peace?
What do you think peace is? What do you know of peace? What do you understand of peace? What do you say of peace? What do your hear of peace?
Peace as you may assert is no bird of hope. The bird itself has been caged and sold to the war. War and peace cannot live together. But war is keeping peace as its pet, securely locked inside a cage so strong that it may not break the bars and fly away.
Peace as you may presume is no outcome of understanding either. This understanding has been blinded by prejudices and disbelief, and then enslaved. It has become a slave to corrupted and greedy motives. Corruption has become a force so strong that we may not even think of defeating it. But it has defeated many million souls and corrupted the minds and bodies of its victims. Greed along with corruption have fed the souls that have an insatiable lust for power, money, and fame. Perhaps not fame, but money and power. Where there is greed there will always be corruption. And where there is corruption there will always be greed. The one cannot exist and grow without the other.
Peace may not be a friend of confusion, but it is no enemy either. When confusion subsides, peace follows. Where confusion stops, peace moves on. They neither walk hand in hand nor stay apart. One knows the other and knows very well. One shows up when the other cannot be seen. One dwells where other may not tread. One sticks when other has left. But they are neither together nor apart. They live in each other’s shadow. They are the two faces of a coin that may not see each other for it is a forbidden thing. They are forbidden to eat the forbidden fruit, as was forbidden Adam in the garden of Eden.


Peace is and remains a thing that is neither elusive nor well-known. We being ignorant have greatly misunderstood peace even when we have greatly misrepresented and mishandled it. We have underestimated its true power. We have forgotten that no matter war has kept it inside a very strong cage, it will break free. No matter how strong a barrier surrounds it, it will try to take a leap along with faith and succeed in it. No matter understanding has failed, having blinded by prejudices and disbelief, peace will be its walking stick and its guide. No matter how many souls are corrupted, even if there is a single soul in peace, it will prevail and ward off greed. No matter confusion stays within its shadow, it will never overshadow or overwhelm it.
And so peace will prevail in the years to come, teaching we humans its true value and what it could do.

A Free Bird Of Space

I have always been a free bird. I have always loved the free sky, where I could spread my wings and scale the horizon. The seas greatly envied me when they saw me in flight. They would deliberately raise their waves in jealousy, but I was not to be stirred by all this. The winds were friendlier, though at times they would try to drive me off my course. The seas and the winds have been good friends for a very long time. But I was the winds’ new friend. They loved how I glided upon them in ecstasy, which in turn made them ecstatic. But to not let their friendship with the seas go to waste, they would divert me often. Even though they did that, they apologized and I humbled. I knew the reason they did that. And they were happier to know that I did not mind at all.
“I am a free bird of space, O winds! Be my guide. Drive me where you want to and I would not mind at all. Hear that I have no nest to return to, no younglings to feed, no tired listeners to sing to, no friends to meet. But I have you all, my omnipresent friends. And that’s all I need. Guide me, O mighty winds! Please, guide me with your whispers, or shoutings.”
The winds would say, “O free bird of space, our dearest friend! Your wings are on the flight of our hope. Your gliding is our dream come true. We can see how you fly upon our whispers! And we can really feel how you struggle upon our shoutings. But our jealous friends, the seas, neither see nor feel. They know not the ecstasy of your flight, nor the thrill of your wanderings, nor the happiness that you bring to all. We have obligations with the seas, that we try to deviate you of your course. But hear that we will never let you in the harm’s way. We will be you shield if needs be. We will be your guide and your followers. We will keep you safe. So please, come with us and see your landscape of your dreams.”
“The landscape of my dreams, which I have always dreamed to see, where I would dip and drink in the holiest of the waters. And feed of the sweetest of the fruits. And lie upon the cushion of the softest grass. It’s a hope that I never see fulfilled. It’s a dream that never turns real. Oh how I yearn for the landscape of my dreams. And how I long to scale upon it with you. And how I long to sing to our friendship, and sleep in the repose of your gentle rolls.”
“Your dreams are our dreams,” the winds said. “And we hope to fulfill them altogether. And listen to your lovely song of peace and see you sleep upon the midnight breeze. So we will see the landscape together, that’s a promise for us to keep. Let’s go, O free bird of space. Let’s us all find the landscape of your dreams.”


*image courtesy : “Free Bird” from AOC-08 (Andrés) of deviantart.com

To know oneself is to know everything

know_yourself_logo220px-Aristotle_Altemps_Inv8575No matter how many times I have heard or read, “Knowledge is power,” I cannot simply agree upon the dogma that dictates learning outside of oneself. To me true learning is knowing all about oneself. Aristotle had agreed that knowing oneself is far more important than knowing about the world. He had advised his pupils to know themselves, hence his quote, “Know thyself.” He said that knowing oneself is the beginning of all kinds of learning, and this knowledge is rarely found in books.

What is knowledge?

Knowledge is the acquisition of reasoning, and application of such reasoning. It is based upon keen observations. And such observations can only be made by a sound mind devoid of any kind of prejudices.

How is knowledge connected with endeavor?

Endeavor towards a greater goal requires great motivation and learning. This is to know our limits and how to surpass them. How to access the hidden corners of our consciousness that contain the power to dictate our success or failure? How to access that unlimited knowledge that is hidden inside our minds? How to use that knowledge to fruition of a particular purpose? to achieve new heights? to reach new realms? to understand ourselves better? and in doing so, to understand the world around us?

When we fail to understand ourselves, it becomes very difficult to understand the world around us. Even the world is a greater reflection of ourselves. What we are bound to see here is what we want to see in ourselves, or what we have already seen in ourselves. “To the pure, everything is pure. To the good, everything is good. To the miserable, this world is filled with miseries.” And likewise, to the one, who has acquired the knowledge of oneself, it becomes easier to understand how the world around them works.

Why knowing oneself is important?

To understand our limits. To comprehend that it is in human nature to succumb to weaknesses without proper knowledge or learning, but it is also in this human nature to endeavor and emerge victorious over such weaknesses. To make ourselves better from whom we were yesterday. To understand the philosophy that says that human beings are bound to make mistakes, and in doing so overcome our weaknesses.

How weaknesses can be won?

It is said that weaknesses can be won only if we are ready to appreciate and accept our limits, and so work towards knowing more of ourselves and shaping us to awaken the dormant forces that reside deep within each of us.

What is the meaning behind knowing oneself and how can it be achieved?

Many times in our lives we have had this feeling of powerlessness that stops us from trying any more. What could be the reason behind such feeling? Could it be that we are indeed powerless when it comes to endeavoring beyond our limits, or, because we have not yet understood the true purpose that our victory would have served, that we do fail to recognize the bounds that were needed to be broken but that weren’t owing to our little knowledge. Here knowledge or knowing is not what we could have achieved from reading a few books or through training but what we have perhaps overlooked when endeavoring, that is, knowing the bounds, measuring them, planning to outreach them, and to actually outreach them.

To better understand ourselves we have to appreciate who we are as each of us is different from one another; and it is in this difference that this world is beautiful and appreciable as lack of variety brings about a very little appreciation or no appreciation. So to truly know the world we have to know ourselves, and to know ourselves we have to appreciate ourselves and endeavor to bring about the best out of us every time.

New Love Story You Make a Cry

Only Sanjeewa was leaning back to bed and sleeping. Like a normal one, he was not as hell-friendly as himself to get to sleep easily and heal. Around a nearby car, the whole environment is rumbling as though it sounds good. Sanjeewa’s mind was somewhat awe-inspiring, but a fast car passing through the house drove it off.
An angel of moonliness that flowed into the room through the curtains clogged between the windows close to Sanjeewa was further increased. Sanjeewa had made his phone in the back of his mind with a confused mind.
He repeated the reading of one text message. He was watching it. A letter of words flashed through his eyes, a drop of a tear dropping from the cheeks to the bottom of his cheeks.
“Why is my white brother doing this to me …? What is the guilt I’ve done to you ..? Why is it that I miss this way?
It was the same person that Sanjeewa had sent in the night before, by Chanuka. A word that is read by words in a word and by the words of Sanjeewa only in a few words.
“I do not understand Chanu …. I do not know …”

Sanjeewa coined the tears. At the same time, he had a good memory of the pleasant memories of the pleasant years he spent with the time of one and a half years with Chanukah.

It is a painting painted with some colorful patterns, Sanjeewa thinks for a moment.
He walked with China and walked away from the seashore, walking up to the invisible dimension, visible to anyone. Chanu immediately gave a kiss to Sanjeewa and left his hand and ran out of the beach.
“Hey … you’re on the go …”
After pursuing Sanjeewa Chanu, he clasped me three times. Sanjeewa was stuck in Chenu’s Kelil smiles and innocent eyes. Both were not in a position to watch each other without looking at each other. Indeed, they were overjoyed with deep love.
Sanjueve felt that his eyes were as isolated as his eyes, and he felt his heart burning. It was so great to him that he was perfectly aware that he had full love for Chanu in his heart. Chanu’s innocent smile was portrayed in the eyes of Sanjeewa.
Suddenly, on the motorcycle, on the way, Sanjeewa entered the world. Sanjeewa who had looked at the phone for 20 minutes after two o’clock at two o’clock in the afternoon. Sanjeewa is still roaming the rest of the world. Sleeping goddess is alienated from him.
The whole environment is once again muddied in Silk. Due to the window blazing, the bright light of the moon was brighter than before. The room looked like a set of tables, a sculptured table, a metal cupboard and a bookshelf, creating the dark shadows in the moonlight.
Sanjeewa gazed at something out of the dark shadow of his writing table. It was shining on the writing desk of the bright moonlight, which brought the memory of Sanjaya to a remarkable and lonely little star of the school. But that was nothing else but Anjali was able to identify the silver-collar gems he had donned him to him.
Sanjeewa felt that the pleasant memories of Anjali would be overwhelmed with the dark memories of the timing of the show. It’s not an excuse to say that Anjali is the only woman who has mumble Sanjuewa’s heart except his mother.
Anjali’s smile impressed the petty voice of Sanjeewa’s heart. Sanjeewa is still a puzzle of what kind of anxiety he has in mind. Anjali, however, spurned the memory of Anjali’s disgust with the ever-present grimace of grief. Sanjeeva was stranded among the emotional enthusiasm, forgetting memories of Chanuan for a moment.

Love Story…. for All Lovers

Randy, sister,

I wish that my grief was so terrible that I was so horrified that my fate could be so terrible … that I am truly grieved if I truly wish Just do this.
I was able to get that love out of my life as if I loved the warmth of life for some time, even though I was happy with the warmth of life for a while but it was forcing me to do it.
He is unique in his life like me in my life. He is his name. His name is Sam.
Although I grew up with my friend, I never knew him before … I was able to tell him that I was looking for love in my life … As a result, he met me with the idea of love and life.
I only know that even though he was swimming in the name of the name, I really knew that he was a resource to me. He said that although he got into love with me, when I told him it was Samyama, he said
“Take it a little longer before your brother does anything. If he loses his previous Efar and does not have a week yet, then take some time to do it.”
You and I would be surprised to find that Nalin and I were in touch with the conditions. But the same thing was true. Our love was so full that our love was so full that … However, the truth of Sammie’s constant was constantly changing my mind in the darkening shadows It’s too early to arrive …
“I do not think that I will be able to wait for more. We do not even know how to cry. Let’s make a decision.”
It’s Nalin … This is our love.
On the first day, he came out to meet me and still I remember in my memories and I do not want to recite it … because my memories are saddening me for the first time … that day I was kissing me on the main road … On seeing the tears in my eyes, I have saved this SMS since … This is it
“This is not going to leave you. I can not wait, honey. Now, you’re safe. I’m your one now. If you love him, you will not come.”
I told him that I lost my life forever and now I was wrong. It’s not a different thing. It was a bit of contempt for my boyfriend. I have not done anything to him anymore … Today I have left my name for a long time. I loved it very much. I was really cute about that kind of thing and it really is crying for me now …. love is so sad …?
Geithrel is trying to convince my brothers that they always try to fix the heart of others, because of my own sadness. I finally started to recollect my feelings ….

Sad Love Story, Make You Cry….

Not all girls are …..

Get two minutes and say: ‘(:-(:’ (

“Oh, my brother is so angry that you talk to me ..”

“Senuu, please do not pretend to be lovely.” “Like a baby.”

“Why are you so angry now?”

“Angry … not anger … What happened to you, too late?”

“This is what you’re up to … Oh, my brother .. I said you had a delay in coming home … Mother was sick, even today ..”

“Yes, yes, now, it’s a heartbreaking saying, how do I know if it’s true? Who do you know from someone else?”

“Oh, no .. Why .. why .. .. you are talking like this .. talking .. .. .. you .. believe me?”

I cried honey like honey and bear honey … I did not feel any pain in my heart .. I just want to get out of this trouble.

“Do you want the Senou to open up the tap? Do I need to be ashamed?”

The bogeyman birdwrecked

“I’ll go and come, brother ..”

“What is hurry?” He said, “can not wait for an hour or two?” “Why else did you tell me where to go?”

“When you’re shy when I’m alone … I … I will never shame my brother … you will not be guilty … you are only the only one who is in your family .. to go home with care ..” .. Budusarana .. ”

Sene kneeled to me as I used to practice two slopes

Do not make fun of people in the world in this country. I always tell you.


“You’re doing sit for an hour online”

“Ah, no, no, no, I did not have a passport to log in. I was not showing online, I was staying with my mom ..”

Oh, you have not said a lie, Senou’s cheating is not enough to boil me with one of them and he’s coming out lying there ”

Oh no, I did not talk to anyone .. I did not have a word to speak .., my mother fell in love with a brother ”

“This Senu does not let the old woman die down.”

“Oh, brother … That’s my mother …”

“So I know hello”

“Mom’s talking to me.

“Yes, I’m going to do the same to other people.”

How does this make me laugh … how easy it is to hang hanging hooks like a leash
Four years now for this. But for the past two years, I was following Ken’s story.

Like the other Eva, this has begun to leave the jula in two or three months. But I forgot to leave it for any purpose. I did not know it for 2 years.

It’s not like this. The last one. Mummy. It’s a breeze.

Since then, I wanted to be free from this ailment … but where am I following this guy’s money backer? If I wait, I’m going to get rid of it. I ask this woman to dance for a damn thing.

So I thought about a year ago .. Now, in my world, there is Saana. .. I savor my Boarring Life with my saints with Senut .. It was beautiful all this time,
That’s it. That’s why I caught my hand and scared.


“I need some money a lot ..”

“That’s what the Objects”

“Please do not tell me if you can not give me”

“Okay, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no,

“Now I have money right now, not in just two days.”

“Uh … I … I’ll do something. I’ll give it back in the evening ..”


Why is this white guy puzzled?

It’s not urgent, Snu .. I just … I missed you.

Well, I was scared, but when I was calling this ..

B. No Senou nyc ..

Are you some kind of brother?

Not one, Senè this little money is a problem.

Why do you have a brother?

No, no, no, no, no, no.
Girl going to get caught up in my ass

I’m not sure that there are about 7 brother missing.

No, no, no, I will not.

Should I come in the evening?

No, no, no. Tonight, bring me back

Okay, I’ll come back, brother of Damascus.


If it’s urgent, the money you’ve collected for your mummies … is not right for you, it’s hurry.

Seniors said that money was mine for money

The girl is more drawn than last month.

I’m here with a girl like this, seeing one in the office will ruin my bite

All right, I’ll leave a chat.

So, I was tired of losing my mind, or else one more hour and then her flurry.

Hey, Sweet. Where’s Harry going to?

Oh, baby, I’m on my way here.

But there is a girl … It’s a baby right now

Watt … ?? Do not you have so many children? I’ve come so far as to get two fifty.

All right, baby. Maybe two more days, if not 10, but 20 can be

All right, let’s go. Then I’m down here and let’s go.


I’ve been taking an hour. The office’s one day. One has to go to the ghetto.

Bike stayed late in the House of Philosophy …

Get a good short I walk around me.
The side of the said was like a Kapil.