I thought it is Goodbye….

I don’t remember when I started to experienced having difficulty in logging in here. I thought at first there is a problem inside the site so I choose to let it go on the first day. On the second day, I still log in and someone experienced the same so I had a good breathing and wait for further announcement. Then when I tried on the third day, or on the fourth day, the same experience went on. I worry a lot because I have a good amount when I left the site last week. I am half way of the payment. Because of this experience I already lose my faith of getting a payment by June.

I searched for the possible reason of my logging not accepted on the site. For a person who is not technical, it was very difficult for me to understand some terms. It leads me to frustration. I also feel some bitterness that I got deleted already on the site because of non activity for a week. There are site that does that and I experienced that before. I did not stop and asked the help of some of my friends. I did what they had told me to do but it doesn’t work. I keep on resetting my settings and even my internet connection, but I still can’t log in. I cleared my cache, browsing history. I done all of it. There were times that I lost my faith and even accepted that I will not able to get in the site again.

Then I tried tonight, I got in. I wonder what happened?

Moving on, I realized that the site mean so much to me. I know it is not that important since if it really matters to me, I will find way to be here every day. I will include this site as my priority sites. However, I realized that it became part of me that while I was feeling that I am losing it, I feel bad. I even posted a shout out at my Facebook timeline because it really bothers me. My good friends there tried to make me feel good and gave me hope. I am holding on that hope. One thing is for sure, this site really matters at present because it is a blogging site that gives me an opportunity to earn. I don’t want to waste my remaining free time during the weekends but to stay online and blog whatever I have something to share. This site is the right site as of the moment and I am taking advantage of a good opportunity. Losing it will really affect me.

Also, I am trying out the site if it really pays. If the site pays the members then those members that got paid will share the good news to online world and few people will flock in here. It will be a great help for the site, I hope the site will able to sustain sharing payments.

Anyway, I got in. I will take advantage of the opportunity this site is giving me.

I thought it is Goodbye, but it is not.