We need to revisit our inner child

Yesterday I sat on the dining table with my sternest expression and the launched into the my disciplinarian mode, explaining not to be only why things had to be the done but why they had to be to done in a time frame and in the particular manner.

And It is a familiar zone I enter into, especially given the fact that I am the mother to two kids. And However, this time I just stopped and said,that you know, it is so awful I have to be this person. And It is so unfair that I have to adopt this persona and to be so responsible and the firm and to hard nosed. AndI do not ike being this person. But I have to be this, because, and having you kids made me into a parent.And I was also kid too and I also so enjoyed my freedom, and to my spontaneity, my give a damn attitude.and The fact is that having children force us into an automatically becoming the parents.

And the child within us who just wants to be play and to the have fun suddenly gets riddled with the roles and the responsibilities.and It is an actually terribly unfair to the part of us that does not want to be grow up. I have always said, I am the fine with growing old, I am not okay with growing up. Also, and there is a big difference in being a child like and being childish.

And We forget as we go to deeper into deeper into the parenting mode that it is just a role, it is not us.

And The child within us is always looking for an attention and to the also be able to be a child. And We silence the voice of our inner child and the then wonder with every passing year why it is that we get to more and more cynical, and boring, jaded and unenthusiastic. And It is very simple, we silenced the very part of us that the was fun, and the spontaneous, passionate, and inquisitive and trusting.

And You need to revisit your inner child, and the hug that part of you super tight, and appreciate every good quality it infused you with and to say while playing my roles of who I should be, and I forgot to appreciate the part of me that is very essence of me. It is not just the greatest ability, but greatest joy, to be happy, enthusiastic, laughter filled and the childlike once again.We always miss our childhood.We always miss our school days.Collage days.We miss our friends.Once in a year we definitely say that we want our childhood back.But we know we can not get that days back.
The right way to live the life is,stop thinking about past.Do not think that,that period of our life will be back.We can not get our those days back.We should concentrate on our future.We should think about our family and friends.Because they are our present and they will be our future also.