I felt it bad but it was not as bad perhaps

There are times when I feel so dejected that clearly reflects in my writing too. I was so sad to read a comment from someone so close to me for last 7 years that made me unbelief in my own capacity. Maybe he was joking but I did not like it a bit. I always thought there are certain incidents which are beyond our expectation and we can’t do a thing about them.

We have no control on certain things so when they happen we consider them as miracles. But the fact is Mother Nature has her own ways to fulfill our desires. But the fact is we all have become so used to live in such a noisy atmosphere that a sudden peaceful atmosphere makes us feel scary. I remember a famous saying at this juncture that says that the world is so noisy right now that we have forgotten the language of silence.

But the fact is that we know more than we speak but we do not know about own capabilities to their full potential. We see more than we can think or understand still we have no enough faith in our abilities. There is another fact that as much we know our own qualities, inner strength we become lesser dependent on others’ help.

On the other hand lesser we know about our own capabilities we tend to look at others or in other words we find ourselves in the category of sycophants. Perhaps that comment by my old friend has reminded me about something bad in me and I felt it so bad that I did not even answer him.

Now I feel that I should have not felt as bad but asked him if I could do something to better myself. As I said in the beginning when we can’t think in right direction even the smallest of criticism disturb us and we begin reacting in such a way as if the world has fallen on us.

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