funeral other one to go to

Have other funeral to go to.I rally do not like going to funerals but it a friend of the family a very good friend who my mom and dad knew for long time at least this monday the funeral is like 10 am so this time I do not have to miss any work . I do not have to be to work until four pm . Yes I might be little late but not that much late. why I do not like funeral because I not seen this person any more since this person pass away , Will only see them in the pass . What do I mean by the pass. No I do not have a time machine wish I did but the pass I am talking about is photos or slides. That the pass I am talking about if I had a time machine I would go back were a late friend of mine would still be alive and try to see If I can make a change and them he would be with us today .On the other just because some one dies does not mean they leave us yes the body is gone but the sprite is with us I think when we feel sad and are thinking about that person that sad feeling can be them trying to let us know that they are still with us but we can not see them no matter how much the late friend want us to see them. like every were else even in different realms there are rules that have to be flowed
yes even in the after life there is rules there to. I know for some this might seem strange but I do not think so . In other writing site I was saying that we all have a missson on earth then when we go are mission is done
this I belive just make easier when some one I dies. Here some thing else I do not like the word funeral why does the word funeral have the word fun in it? Funeral are not suppose to be fun Ok that it for now