Discover new ways for life path.

Since childhood I was attracted by secrets and unexplained histories. I hungrily listened to them, read a newspaper’s column about unfamiliar reality or books about parapsychology, demonic possession, stranger flying objects, and so on. I did not doubt that the world is much more than our senses embrace, but myself I also wanted to have unknown powers.

At the beginning of adolescence, I became sad children: unhappy first love and a feeling that things can be different, so I can feel the ease and joy. This feeling encouraged looking for and finally first I found book about constructive thinking and self-help.  Book about how to get what you want, and enjoy what you have. And I started true Odyssey into this kind of literature, gradually rational self-development began beats with esoteric kind of information, but already not about ghosts and UFOs, but about the chakras, reincarnation, astrology, or the laws of the universe.

More serious fracture occurred when I discovered the existence of a miracle here and now. Yet turning point was conditional, because the mind, anxiety and over thinking systematically prevail. Sometimes a true challenge is to make decisions or to seek something purposefully. The real challenge is to take responsibility for own lives. Sometimes I feel a kind of desperation that I do not know how to live properly, but life still flows forward and swims fast.

And what do we do when are unable to take responsibility for own lives and make own decisions? This, of course, we shake of responsibility! And continue to search for magical advices, recipes of happiness and success, prophecies and God’s plans. And here again, the self-development and esotericism or complex of both – what is acceptable to any of us.

And what’s next? Obtaining the right direction for us, advices, knowledge and bring in it all into life. In other words, we invoke and act purposefully; we accept the consequences of actions and move on. If necessary, supplement new knowledge.

Or in bad way, we avoid to action: we are fucking theorists, lazy, doubters. We want to find even more wonder theories, spiritual paths and teachers. In this way, our energy, time and money stronger or weaker stream flows out to the new books, seminars about the relationship, the Vedic culture or family constellations, online training about the ability to enjoy life and to squeeze out the maximum of life,  to the astrologers, numerologists, extrasensory, bioenergetics, chiromancers, aura color therapists, psychologists, and so on.

It will be open and sincere – I have touched to everything I listed above. I was led by offered opportunities of journalism, curiosity and experimental spirit and a desire to become an alchemist – to create a unique recipe for my life. The worst thing is that the more I tried everything, the stronger got confused like a ball of yarn. Sometimes, information and knowledge have no any unity, statements completely contradict each other, or, to put it mildly, at odds with reality.

I think that the main thing is to stop in right time, to put aside all the books, to spit to all seminars, and when noise will stop – to hear yourself. Then, calmed, you will surely re-discover a few things.

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