Learning anything new

I am a learner but I feel kind of fearful every time I try to learn something new. Yes, even at this stage of age I feel the fear of imperfection that could bring failure into my efforts. I try something new a creepy feeling surrounds me every time as if I will do something unpleasant a feeling of fear or feel uneasiness unless I complete the process of learning and come out successful.

What I feel that while trying to change ourselves or under a learning process we wish to convert our habits according to demand of the situation adding some and leaving some but the problem begins when we cannot do the adding and leaving process successfully. The people who can leave old habits and add new are the ones do it faster and easily.

The process of converting ourselves according to the demand of situation is actually the test of a person’s abilities. In fact I feel afraid learning anything new unless I learn it. That may sound funny but every word is true. Perhaps it’s the way every perfectionist feels that is why I said I feel afraid learning anything new unless I learn it fully well.

I do not see any reason for people to criticize others for how they write. They should be happy to see that people are still writing (and reading), no matter what form they are in. For me, getting people reading is more important especially the ones who have interest in my articles.

I fail to understand that why people just don’t understand this whole generation affair when they decide to classify it in different categories. According to them people these days belong to different categories starting from ‘A’ and ending at ‘Z’ and I don’t mind if they feel I still belong to category ‘A’. It is my life after all and if I am not learning anything new that is my problem.

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