Where Can We Find The True Emotions

I’m always asking why there are things happen with out further signs. Other say happy people cover-up sadness and failure in life, I know its really true what happen to me in my journey in life proves how it sucks and how sadness   covered by smile and laughter. But what true with it  after all fake smiles and laughter  our eyes never lie, even you try hard it will show the sadness your feeling with in.

What happen to me never really have any indication that sadness will occurs and how it will happen. I been a very cheerful kid when I was in high school complete family and we do have lots of business. I have a good back up at side which is my dad, yes his strict when it come to his own policy but it will diminish anything when comes to me her favorite daughter. Favorite cause I’m the only one , every suggestion is always favored in me, and I used to had everything, until he committed mistakes to our family that cannot be favored and never be  forgiven .  I was very devastated that day , I thought it can never be happen in real life , that I can only read this on pocket books and just made by fictions. I was wrong , cause I seen it by my own eye. All the love and respect was vanish immediately and what I felt is hatred and pity for my mother. It start all the sadness I felt in side, and what I found out is to laughed it when some people asked me how it fells to be his daughter. Smile and make my self the happiest person in front of others.

Eventually you will ask “why this lady need to say all of this”? Well , I just want to let you know that even the happiest person do have their problem. They just trying their very best to hide this in form of smile. That a strong person never give up they just hide their inside, cause maybe , once in there life something happen that even , that certain person didn’t expect to happen. And it will change him forever but only there eyes can let you know the real emotion running on his blood.