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I am the type of person which the word “Positivity” is not part of my vocabulary. I am not as always as positive as some people. Whenever I woke up in the morning, I feel tired already. I have goals but I hardly remember it. I used to be a person that is grabbing my mini notebook on my purse and reading my goal for today. Now, I remember the mini notebook as when I am putting makeup on my face I am always seeing it, but I already remember what is written there. If I don’t remember it, I don’t care about it. That is one that cause me to be useless as the start of the day.
I know I am not comfortable with what I am doing, but I know what I am doing. I know the situation I enter and I am very willing to struggle with it. I am willing to do everything yet I know deep inside me, the positivity is a meltdown. The only reason of unhappiness is lacking of positivity and trust in the future. I am losing the part of me that will give a full effort and believe in oneself. I am losing the old me.
In my situation right now, it is not important if I am happy or not. What matter is that I do what I need to do because that is the solution to my problems about money. It doesn’t matter if I am smiling while doing it, putting high hopes, very cheerful, and of course, very positive. What matters is that I am earning money. My big problem right now is, I am not the kind of person who loves earning and yet not happy. I need to be happy and earning money. I am in the middle of breaking that barrier. I am hoping that when I am breaking the walls of my old self to new self, I am already numb about it.
It is hard when you are not happy with the things you do because you will not enjoy it. You will get burn out and it happens immediately. One day, you will see yourself packing and promising to never come back. Every morning, I have this routine that I tell myself that I NEED TO FINISH WHAT I STARTED. I need to be brave. I know happiness will come along but I am not looking forward on that. Or maybe happiness, will not come along but I will get used to doing what I am doing.
Before going to bed, I pray. I pray for positivity. I pray to bring out my old self. I am a hard worker before, I work with full effort, I value learning, teamwork, and friendship. Sadly, I was not seeing it on my previous job so I lost trust with people already. Specifically, I am praying that I will enjoy my work and not be nervous to commit mistakes at the beginning. I can’t afford to feel frustrated. I always feel I need to be grateful for not everyone could have this kind of opportunity to earn money and I am not appreciating it. I am appreciating it actually but imagine me being happy but not smiling at all. I wish that God will delete every negativities I have, be a person that is looking forward to creating dreams and making things possible. I also try to think of the things that are good to lessen the burden.
Good things are I have friends and I have five of them at work, compared to my work before. These people are nice and easy to hang out. I also have a very kind and helpful Assistant manager. Even the one that will orient me with the kind of job I will be doing seems nice too. Even if I haven’t known everyone because they seem to get busy all the time, I know in the future, I will have a lot of friends there. I know the right time will come that I will feel I belong in that place. I have a strong feeling that God picked that company for me because the people are professional and warm. Despite the boss being strict, I think I need that kind of person for my professional growth. I am very willing to give my share in helping the company grow.
For now, I know continuous praying for positivity is what I need to drown all the negativities and leave it all behind. One day a new me will able to stand out and be a person that inspire another person. Let the purpose of God be successful on me. Let his will be done on me and for the rest of us, of course.
Someday, you will read something positive about me. I will be the person that inspire a person. I will share my stories with others. Let me continue praying for positivity because this is what I need to do now.
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We all need to learn how to hang on despite how life may be banging our heads to and fro for a gazillion times.
To stay positive is accepting that things happen for a reason and are beyond our control. It means that having hope in our hearts so that we may function again. What wr do to ourselves masy not matter to us sometimes but we also must realize thast thete are people who loves us and rely on us. To be always positive is the only wasy to go on through life.
It's not possible always to stay positive. We can't always stay upbeat and positive but it's imperative that we become aware of our negative thoughts and check ourselves as soon as we find ourselves thinking negative. Negativity is not going to help us in solving any problems but it's only going to ruin our health. Be positive always!
My friend shaloo walia, there is no negativity in human nature and nor negativity is human thinking part but what is this? Think, if there is no light, but darkness what is darkness nothing the absence of light, where there is hate means no love there...every negative aspect of any thing tells that the absence of positive.
There is nothing good or bad but thinking makes it so. If we think it is negative, is we thing it is positive it is positive and nothing else.
keep in mind, negativity is the absence of positivity.
Why don't you pray for a way forward instead? If this job is not for you, there must be a better job for you.
You just need a way to get the new job.
I think there are many opportunities that will open for you, so you should not restrict your prayer to your current job.
Let me talk you something being positive is not a luxury it is a necessity in life to be able to survive. Am just trying to think how old you are, it seems like you may be young. Could you still be living with your parents? That's another question I would like to pose. If I can take me for example I used to be one of those kids who really did u bother about my life ahead when I finished school. I used to say to myself tomorrow will take care of itself, until I finished high school that's when it dawned on me that life is not a rehersal it's a reality. When you get to that point is when you start seeing the importance of being positive, and having a goal and vision. Because you know your an adult no one is going to follow you around to tell you what to do and what not to do. When th3 challenges of life start following you around like a shadow then you will know the importance of following your goals and being positive. It's usually in times of trouble when people really want to be positive but in real sense we just have to positive at all times whether in good or bad times. Maybe you have never been in a situation where you have I let down and prayed asking God to help you with avertain situation, and then you are in the wiring mode to see if something will come out well, it requires positivity. Anyway I just hope that you will come to the realization that you need it at all times.
You are saying right that we must be positive in all deeds of life if not we must pray to God to keep us positive all day and all night daily. Positivity rests on man's will if man's will and thinking is positive he will make positive deeds all day and whole life. if his thinking is negative he will make negative deeds all day and night.
The key to positivity lies in human intention because man the slave of his will I mean intention. It is our intention that brings our labor fruit before us. Our dealing with friends, relative and other persons are according to intention but most of the people do pay attention to it.
It is our intention that perform miracles on earth it is our intention that we get success in our aims and objects in practical life people call it hard work but it is wrong. Our goal, aims and objects are the fruit of our good intention and our sorrows and suffering are the result of our bad intention and most of the people call it evil eye in modern and ancient age.