Miss Confused Meets Mister Broken Hearted

Wa nalang nako gitiwas ang part 3 atu kay nabusy ko atu sa school then nagtrending pajud tung story ni Maria. So mao tu wa nalang nako tiwasa ky mawani ra japon akong story hehe.
So ani ni sha sa katung nakabasa na sakong story, hehe kami japon atu ni guy na nameet nakos dating site 😊 Mu 4 months mi this month.
Now I have something to confess.

It was just this Jan. 31, 4:52 am when I took that kind of test for the very first time. I was supposed to do that on the morning of Jan. 30 because my bf was here so he can witness the result after that test, suddenly nay nanuktok sa pultahan ug gatuo kog ako rang kauban. sus kay naa btaw na akong mama. Gadali2 jud kog tagu sa ihi ug sa pt pagdungug sa iyang tingug. Gikan pa shas amu that time kay she’s worried lage nga nagsakit2 ko this week and because of the unreturned calls they got from me. So yea, pag 31 najud sha nadayun. Mao tu, while gagunit kos pt, my hands were shaking while gagunit kos dropper containing my pee. My gani nitulo shag katulo even when my hands were shaking. Afraid of what I could’ve seen, I closed my eyes for a moment and hold my breath. Then nitan.aw ko unsai nahetabu after pagdrop nakos ihi. first I saw a line, then as the fluid travels, it became 2 lines. My vision turned blurry. I can’t believe it! Although yes, I suspected I was pregnant at first because it has been 11 days since I’ve missed my period. And regular jud na akong mens. 3 days ray pinakadelay nako. But seeing the confirmation? Oh God! I felt nervous for whatever consequences it may bring. Especially nga ugma anah nay event sa school na apil ko nya mag heels2 nya the life inside my womb could have been at risk. And one thing! I’m a graduating student. What could be my family’s reaction upon knowing this? And on the part of my boyfriend, he stopped schooling this year, but iyang papa niengun na niya nga paskwelahon na sha balik karung June. But whatif he finds out? Will his dad let him finish his studies or not? Dghan kayng consequences gadagan sakong hunahuna. Bitaw, bag.o pami. Mu 4 months pa mi nya nabuntis nako. Feel nko mujud nay ipamukha sakong pamilya unya. Wa ko nbuntis sakong ex nga 3 yrs kapin mi nya naka live in pjud mi. Pero bahala’g unsay sturya sakong family, dawatun nako kay tinuyuan man. Never nisud sakong huna2 nga ipa abort ni. Bahalag magkinaunsa.
Now, I don’t know if dinala ba nis akong pagbuntis akong nafeel nga selos but magselos jud ko. In.ane man gud ni sha, naa naday baby daan akong bf 3yrs old pero wa na sila sa inahan sa babae. But kabaw mu unsai makafeel ug selos nako? Kanang feeling na part naman gud sila sa iya life kay suod iyang fam atu sa girl esp. sa iyang ate. Sige rasad sha explain nko nga wa njud lage sila. Makatoo mnsad ko nga wa najud. Ang bata nalang jud kay sha bya amahan. Samut pajud this week nga didtu sila natug sa ilang house ky naa iya ate. Niandar nasad akong selos. Wajud ko kahebaw kong natural raba ni or dinala sa pagbuntis kay saona nay one time naa kos ila nya naa iyang anak wa manko batiag selos. Karun rajud ni. Tabange ug tambage ko unsai angay buhatun ani. Nya kuan sad diay Nagplano mi nga after graduation nalang itug.an sakong family. Nya sa iyaha kay ig makasugud na shag skwela para maglisod nag paundang iyng papa niya ba kay nasugdan nag skwela. Awkward pajud kay ba ky muchat iya papa nko usahay mangumusta nya muana rako okey ra. Maikog ko nga namakak ko. Pero para manpod guro nis kaayuhan. Basta, in God’s perfect time, masulti na namu unta ang tanan.