How things turn bad and sour for me at start

The jealousy tantrum of a sick mind destroyed my childhood friendship and mistake to blame was not on me, I had nothing to do with anything.
I always thought that enemy lies somewhere away, that a people who will try to hurt you are the ones who don’t know you and who have nothing with you.
I always thought I will be able to have a childhood friendship for life and that my best friend forever is that, forever.

I always thought I would be able to have an easy life because I did everything right – my parents, my brothers, my friends, school, and teachers – I never doubt it that one sick mind could make my existence so complicated and a person so unwanted.

The person who set m e up with all this trouble was my best friend forever from my childhood days. We went to the high school together and then everything went wrong.

But his torture to me did not stop that point. He continued his bad deeds to me and to my family for many years to follow after that. As we live in the same town it was very easy for him to make some really bad talks about me and the gossip ruined my reputation.

To endure all that in the end of my high school was an easy thing. That were all unfortunate teen dreams ruined and all that feelings were quite childish. It was childish of me to expect that all people around me are here to help each other. This person was so incomplete and insecure that he ultimately ended up pouring all his failures of life on my own back. I even thought of blaming myself or being so childishly emotional over it and blaming myself for not being thoughtful about his needs.

But his needs were selfish and he ruined the best friendship he ever hoped to have over some unimportant t things. I know he was in love with that girl but why putting so much stress on me over absolutely nothing but fleeting romance.

I remember getting my first job in one local shop over summer. It was almost immediately after I graduated. I graduated late because I had to put down additional exams because I failed to complete my tests in time over one school hour I spent locked away in a school’s toilet. He was the one who jammed the door.

So, I got this great shiny job and I bragged about it to my friends. All of them went to the graduation travel but for me, but all of them were congratulating me for my job and my new salary y. It was a big thing for a girl who just jumped into the world of adults. I had my own money and my parents were so proud of me. my father couldn’t stop talking about his girl being independent.

Then talks started to roll around and rocks started to fall. S some things went missing from that shop and that measly little arsonist put the word out that I like to take things and that I shoplifted things before. I lost my job.