I am a Hairstylist who has not been behind the Chair in over 3 years. Many because of a uncontrollable event in 2010 that changed my life, and me. I was just sitting here thinking about the person I use to be, who i loved, the Person I am, which doesn’t even remember the person I loved, and who I want to be. I don’t Know if I am making excuses because it just seems to hard. OH, I AM MUCH OLDER NOW, MY BODY DOESN’T WORK LIKE IT USE TO…..Blah,Blah,Blah. What is my next move. I would like to get back to some kind of career,something that I enjoy. It is not easy at 45 to try and change your Life, as lazy as it has become, your habits, as unhealthy as they are. Even though 15 years ago, a superwomen inhabited this same body.