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May 18, 2016 at 9:22 am

How long until your baby is due Lee Ka?

 

I found out today I need my wisdom teeth removed in the next few months.  How cool is this though?  My dentist whom I’m comfortable with is taking me to the surgery consult and going to be there the day of surgery so I have a familiar face in the surgery room!  I have such anxiety that she offered to do this.

May 17, 2016 at 3:48 am

I saw my psychiatrist today and got put on a new medication.  I haven’t started it yet because I’m waiting on insurance approval but its supposed to help my sleep and anxiety.  I’ve been on it once before and it wasn’t too good but hoping this time it will work better.  I spent a few days in the hospital recently and they started me on another new medicine so that is helping too.  Making me sleepy all the time, but helping.

May 15, 2016 at 10:23 pm

Right now its lack of money.  I’m not allowed to work per doctor’s orders because of my disability and SS denied my case at first.  I still don’t have a court date for an appeal hearing.  I’m very blessed though.

My mom is letting me live with her rent free and she’s helping with all my bills.  I will also be babysitting two awesome kids for about 5 weeks.  That will be hard, but as long as its a temporary thing I can handle it.

May 15, 2016 at 3:48 pm

Its before 6 am and I’m already back.  Yes yes, I’m addicted for sure.

May 15, 2016 at 3:40 pm

Oh…right now its that my dad’s side of the family seems to want nothing to do with me after all.  They had a party yesterday for my Aunt’s 80th birthday and didn’t invite my mom, my fiance, or I.  Some of them, including my half sister, are friends with me on Facebook and knew I was in the hospital this week – no one even asked how I was or added to the posts of encouragement my friends were posting.

This is just a month after I reached out to them all.  I hate fake people!

May 15, 2016 at 3:21 pm

I was horribly bullied throughout my school years.  After 3rd grade (age 9) I had to transfer schools because I’d been jumped by all the girls in my class and thrown into a bee infested bathroom, and locked in.  They’d wanted me to get stung to death and die.

By 7th grade, bullying by not only my peers but school staff began.  I was being abused at home and started telling adults about it – they would make fun of me for having dirty clothes, not having school supplies, or downright call me a liar about the abuse.  One guidance counselor said I would never even graduate high school.

In high school, the teasing by peers stopped but the bullying by staff continued.  My interesting fashion choices were ridiculed, I was insulted, and after I’d earned a full scholarship to college I was told I shouldn’t go.

My mom, a bully herself, taught me to be very passive to bullies and told me I should ignore them.  This got me continually bullied throughout my life.  I will never teach my children that – I will teach them to stand up and defend themselves.

May 15, 2016 at 2:54 pm

I will rate it 4.5 because I have a little bit of trouble getting around it at times.  That bottom popup ad really makes me annoyed some days!  I’m very picky though so those are the only reasons I give it a 4.5 instead of a 5.

May 15, 2016 at 8:15 am

I live in America, almost right in the middle to be exact.  In my city – We are known for having tornadoes here   And being the home of a huge beer manufacturer.

As far as my country – right now we are heading towards the presidential election and things are crazy.  People love to hate Donald Trump, the businessman who will be the Republican candidate.  Many aren’t fond of Hillary Clinton either.  There will be lots of insults thrown and arguing until November when people vote.

May 15, 2016 at 8:11 am

I would want to talk with my dad.  You see, he was sleeping that day when I went to work so I didn’t get to say goodbye.  And when I got home that night from work – I found him dead.

I would tell him I love him and I would tell him goodbye, something I never did that last day he was alive.

May 15, 2016 at 7:43 am

I’ve been working very hard and am up to 43 cents in just a few days here so I am sure I will be up to $1.00 in no time at all.  Can someone give me some good tips on getting people on social media to read my posts and possibly join the site under my referral link.  It seems like those who I know from another site that are going to join have already done so.

May 15, 2016 at 7:09 am

I love horror films.  I just watched The Boy today, which is about a doll.  A young woman is hired to be a nanny but when she arrives in the UK she finds out its not a boy she is watching while the parents go on vacation but a porcelain doll.  Strange things begin to happen and I highly recommend it.

These movies rarely scare me.  The only one which has really ever given me a fright is The Ring…where anyone who watches a VHS tape is killed by a ghost girl unless they show the tape to someone else.  It was based off an Asian horror film and done very well.

May 15, 2016 at 6:35 am

PTSD is Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.  It means you’ve been through a, or in my case many, traumatic events in your life.  Yes I was held for 3 days.  Had the doctor not let me out Friday night I was going to be asking to sign myself out against medical advice.  I had admitted myself voluntarily so it would’ve been hard for them to hold me.

May 15, 2016 at 5:26 am

@grecy095  I will be seeing a specialist in my dentist’s office.  Because I have anxiety issues, my regular dentist will be there too though to talk to me and hold my hand.  My regular dentist is awesome and is taking her whole afternoon to help me get through the root canal without being all upset.

May 15, 2016 at 5:24 am

@grecy095 I was a crazy little tree climber.  More often than not, I’d just let go and let myself fall to the ground (which below the trees I usually climbed was all rocks).  I always had bruises on my legs as kid and scrapes too!  Then my dad bought me a bike and that took my attention away from the trees.

May 15, 2016 at 5:18 am

I found out today that my root canal, which was supposed to be on Friday, got moved up to Tuesday!  I’ve been waiting over a month for this root canal and had a horrible reaction twice to pain medication for it.  Both times I ended up in the emergency room!  Once with a complex migraine that took away half of my vision and the second time with drug withdrawal symptoms.  I am so glad that Tuesday afternoon, this will be over and done with!!!!!

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