Sorry to hear about your bad experience with HP. I was not at that site for you know I am active in my work. How nice if HP is still existing so I may also experience better pay. I only had taste better pay at Blogjob and previously BB. Those kind of writing sites must not be careless enough to just pay higher so there is retention. They seem do not have a statistician or programmer to control the flow of their site. Too high pay means short-lived site.

I have some hubs at Hubpages, but they weren’t very popular, so I didn’t get a lot of money from them. Anyway, I noticed the changes there, it has changed, and it’s not for good. Good article!

there are new for me, thanks for the list, but also there is the pandora

A site dies because of users. They play games, cheat spam and help Google to cancel the sites adsense account.
It is important for site owners to keep a vigil on such activities and if they do not do it then they will be out.

You said you are not good in English , much more in writing. So how come you were able to make long and nice posts, with correct grammar like those posts that you have just did?

We all can polish our writing skills by taking note of how others make good posts. As to English, we can also learn from the internet. Most of all, we can use English correction tool like grammarly.

So you see, with the internet, you can really learn how to write well with good English.

This is enough that you have compromised with your weakness. But, what I want to tell you is that there are many in other sites who really are poor in their language. Maybe ..they want to write something on the internet not for money but for gaining control over the language and vocabulary.
When I joined in the Spanish language I felt it difficult to learn a foreign language. I still continued with determination. After a semester I could understand the basics of learning a foreign language, which is very very important. I become very familiar with the language and was in a position to write like a Master. People were looking at me with their eyes wide open. I was just scribbling as I do in English. I completed the Advanced Dip in Spanish also. There was no Master Degree at that time. So I joined in the French language. Here I faced the real music. French is a very soft-spoken language. What you speak and what you write are different. I lost my patience. Whenever I was asked to speak I was getting the Spanish pronunciation instead of the French one. The professors were laughing at me knowing the problem I had. However, only for namesake, I could complete the certificate course in French.
The two languages virtually killed my English. I was getting confused to write simple English words. Because the spelling I was getting was from Spanish. This is the language where you write what you speak. Very flexible and comfortable language. So now I am facing trouble with spellings in English. Of course, I could overcome the weakness after a long practice.

You do the practice without looking for money. Try to write good English with a good expression without looking for vocabulary. The command on vocabulary can be obtained with the help of expression. This needs some constant practice. One fine day you will get it without your notice and the sentences roll down like glass balls on a table top.

Once you complete an article give a reading. Chose something and try to search the alternatives to express something in a more better way. This leads you towards vocabulary automatically. Never use a translator. There will be full of mistakes.

Your next step will be to write for money which you can really feel proud of.

I remember before you told me about this, but I wanna tell friend that you are a very good writer/blogger. There is nothing wrong in your writing and no error per se seen. Writing is done step by step and development follows without your notice. Constant writing improves us little by little. Further, your writing is great and the topic discussed is so inspiring. Keep up the positive spirit,Don’t let negative people kill your dreams.

They all have ruined your self esteem. Don’t be downed because of those.

People go through downs in their lives. Because they are determined to win over the situation, they turned a deaf ear to all those that other people say that can depress you more. Unfriend the ones that adds up to you depression. Who needs friends like that.

Most of all , love yourself. You are young and you are still strong. Keep finding other jobs.

Be with positive people. Avoid those who speaks badly of you.

You deserve a second chance and even a third chance.