May 8, 2016 at 10:35 am

I am more than halfway but I don’t think I will get to earn a dollar today. I will try. I love to do blogs, I mean not blog here but blog on my other site but I will not post it, I will only save it on draft. That is just part of a plan for today and somewhat an imagination when it did not happen. I guess my mood right now is what stopping me from sharing some topics because I know I can put justice on it once I started it. But anyway, it is too early to judge, let see later on.

May 8, 2016 at 10:31 am

If you think that moving out will be a good one for you @morgoodie I will support you on that. If it is best for you why not. I hope it will be successful. Now I will add this to my prayers too. I love the word “Next chapter” as when I started working next week, it will be a next chapter with me too. Let us share our good lucks!

@4cryingoutloud I agree. It is hurting to see a friend who are struggling and you read their message and you have nothing to do because you are far from each other. If we are living in the same country, for sure you will find me at your door. I am playing with your rooster or chickens there and shouting your name outside to allow me to get in to your house. And you will see me and you will lock your door, lol. hahahaha.

May 8, 2016 at 10:24 am

@peachpurple thanks for the cake, the picture really helping. Where is the whole cake, you already finished it with @4cryingoutloud? Did you left some for us @morgoodie and @kaka135?

That is why I am opening what I feel in here to lighten what I feel inside. I tried to watch some funny videos at YouTube earlier but as soon as I wake up in the morning, the same feeling I am having. Even up to now. The added pressure was when my parents started fighting again. I think lack of money and selfishness is what caused my depression. Lack of money to give to my parents because they need it, once they get pressure it triples what I feel. I include selfishness because I know everyone of them are having that kind of attitude and I am very selfless of allowing them to stress me out like this. There is no perfect family, all of us have problems like that, but this one is making me weak I can’t even tell a joke.

Thanks for the warm hugs. Your messages are my warm hugs right now.

May 8, 2016 at 2:46 am

@kaka135 there is no nice view outside our house and if I will able to get out far than our house, then I need to spend my remaining money. I am keeping it tight this time. I feel useless because I can’t do anything to help me relax. When I need to sleep, I will able to sleep and that will happen only when I am super tired for working more than 12 hours a day. When I woke up, the reality begin and I am sad again. I did everything like having a nice bad, downloading some songs, sleeping, eating food, but once it stops the feeling goes on and on and on. So I guess there is something with the way I think about life.

May 8, 2016 at 2:34 am

@4cryingoutloud, I listen to music but then I will drop the music and think. Sometimes when I am listening to music I always think that I am wasting my time, I rather be looking for work online. I always think about working online. Thinking about it exhaust me already because I am earning slow as of the moment, or maybe I am not that busy at all? I don’t know what is really happening. I know this feeling will stop when I start working again, which is very soon.

May 8, 2016 at 2:30 am

I would love to read the Sleeping Beauty Trilogy of Anne Rice. I haven’t read the book of 50 Shades of Grey even with all the hype it has before. I don’t want to judge but when I am seeing someone holding a book like it, it made me think something. I don’t want to clarify, though.I saw the film and I never get excited either, I understand what is happening though it does not leave me very thrilled. Maybe I love suspense movie and novels more that is why it did not hook me or anything like that.

May 8, 2016 at 2:15 am

Tsk tsk tsk, what kind of person is that. oh sorry she is your MIL sissy. I am glad you are wearing an incredible patience with her and I am not sure about the meaning of incredible patience either.

May 8, 2016 at 2:14 am

I am interested in crime stories, suspense kind of novel, fan of NCIS here. I love crime stories. I regularly watched crime documentaries either at YouTube or History Channel (cable channel). I watched how the crime had done and how the authorities able to solve it. Somehow it gives me an idea. I learned from it. I have some ideas how a crime was committed. I was watching this kind of documentaries since I was 7 and yes my father let me watch it, lol.

I get interested with it, and the forensic science. Maybe that is the reason I am good with Chemistry and laboratory stuff because of being enthusiasts. If only I am not afraid of blood, I should be having a degree in Forensic. I am very interested to study a cadaver and how the crime was committed, like the time of death, what is the cause of death, how the victim strangle, all that.

May 8, 2016 at 2:10 am

what is Mturk and what do you there? I come from Asian countries and that name of the site sounds very foreign to me though I was hearing that name even before. So how does Mturk works and how could anyone get paid from the site?

May 8, 2016 at 2:07 am

The only time I could take a rest from this cruel world is when I am talking to you there @4cryingoutloud, I have all the ME time at present since our writing site is suspending the revenue, however, I still find it hard since I don’t have money to pamper myself. Maybe some will say, you don’t have to have money to have a ME time, you just need to sleep there, however at home, when I am sleeping I will able to overhear my parents talking. They will start complaining, they will start to share the problems at home and whenever I hear it I got stress. When I want to get out of the house, I go to adoration. When I am done talking to God, I love to sleep. I cannot sleep there, lol. I will get back home and the stress begins again. Blogging really helps me release this. But I know my real problem, and this is because I don’t have money and I don’t know how to have it, but I know God will able to tell me where, but when? Stressful.

May 8, 2016 at 2:03 am

That is certainly a good gift sissy @4cryingoutloud. You mowed her lawn, what did she say about that? Anyway what is mowed? Sorry, we don’t have lawn. I only have a small space at the backyard. Happy Mother’s Day to you!!

May 7, 2016 at 5:23 am

Nice to meet the Admin as I met the Support on some forums. Okay I will do that and makes my referral to shorten too. Thanks for the reply.

May 7, 2016 at 5:21 am

I have been hearing about Hubpages since time immemorial and most of my friends were there before. I haven’t tried writing articles there. I want to know how though. I also want to know why are you earning those cents even if you not logging in @peachpurple.

May 7, 2016 at 5:19 am

I am thinking her voice is really for country songs. I think she only tried pop because there is Madonna but I am not saying that they are in competition with each other. I want to listen to her voice as she is my favorite. I want to hear her sing country songs.

May 7, 2016 at 5:06 am

I was reading the replies of the members and I was like, what? handwork? what is that? Does doing cross stitch counts because I am doing it before and I am very patient with that.I have been to a lot of cross stitch when I was younger and during the time that I haven’t realize I could earn online, lol. I never thought there are lots of people who do hand work, it is amazing. I could sew too but not with a machine but using needle and thread with my hand, on some sorts.