Do I still have to inspire myself here?
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Just for a moment for I pause for myself for a sudden thought flashed on my mind.This thought is about my earning here. I wrote plenty of discussions, but still I cannot find reason to move on. Just imagine the current consumption, the tired hands and the thinking mind all these are not worth in cents. I do not know why I have said this so. Maybe I am just tired this day from my 6 hours lecture. I have a Saturday class and honestly, I am not happy with loads scheduled every Saturday, plus I do not like the students of my Saturday classes, all stubborn stupid and lazy. This might be the reason why I thought for awhile if I am rational to still write despite I am dead tired from work. I replied my own self and the reply was, yes, because, there is a need for me to reply your messages. I do not want you to stay aways from our usual interactions. You interact my post, and so do I for that is our goal to build teamwork. Oh, my how hard to inspire myself more.
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I think you are damn tired with your teaching today. The students’ stupidity has nothing to do with it. They will be good always. Once they pick up some interest they will not do stupid things. When I was taking up tuitions as a part-time job I was really feeling sorry for the students who do not reply when I pose a question to them. I was feeling irritated and was unable to control and showing my anger on some other people. I gradually developed the habit of tolerance. What poor students or their stupidity has to do with me. It is only my mood that is causing irritation. They will be doing stupid things as per their nature. But, how can I change my nature and show anger towards those students? I am at fault for not being kept myself in good mood. Teaching is a noble profession and even after we retire and go to any other places during our lifetime we come across many of these stupid students in big position at some place or the other and they will remember us always wherever they go. |
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I am a fan of teachers. I can see how hard there work is during our field study. But as they have said,after imparting what they know to threir students, they gain joy in their heart,most especially if they saw that their students are performing what they’ve learnt. However, teachers get very tired if most of his/her students are stupid, lazy and are not behave like what you have ma’am cely. That is why, it is necessary for you to always look into things to get you inspired with or else, those tiredness will affect all your stuffs like lb writing. It was a relief you do not give up on writing because some of your post here inspired me in some ways and I believe that others too are inspired by you. |
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@siva, you are right, I was dead tired every Saturday just imagine my class stats at 9 in the morning up to 12 noon.Why call my students stupid despite deduction of 20 points every time they are caught texting,they are still doing the same.They seem passive to their studies or perhaps they just converted themselves to other things because the subject might be difficult to them. I am teaching Physics with rigid bodies this semester, calculus and algebra, If the students only listen well and concentrate to their lessons, they will surely take the subjects as easy subjects.Last semester out of 45 students only 15 passed .This semester, I am afraid that 2o per cent of my students in every section might pass because of the new grade percentage rate which is 70 and it takes effect this second semester.Many might fail if they continue their laziness to study. |
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@Nemzie Bayawa ,No I won’t give up writing. I been writing articles and blogs for almost 8 years now. I love to write and I consider it my passion. To feel tired in teaching for what I am teaching are difficult subjects like Physics, algebra and calculus. These are the subjects load that I have this semester 2016-2017. That is why, I advise you not to text, browse, selfie doing while a class is going on.That would surely irritate a teacher, for we never feel happy if we have flankers in a subject, but we cannot avoid this thing though especially if a student has so many absences. Writing on line is my only consolation.It is my only outlet to express my feelings and thoughts. There are thoughts and feelings like disappointments that may let a teacher down. I am not happy every Saturday, for you know I have Saturday class and I hate it because I only have 1 day free at home. My students too are mostly girls this time and they are truly noisy, lousy and disgusting. I lie to teach ,males , they are so behaved, polite and bright in figures. |
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Oh no, those subjects, math that honestly I do not like, especially calculus. Luckily I passed them, hehe. Regarding your students, maybe ma’am Cely you are too kind and considerate to the point that your students abused it. Maybe ma’am, try to be a little bit strict. |
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Cely thats quite a lot of stuff for one to go through on a sturday. Am sure you have been those friends in the same class for a while and before you may not have even thought about them being lazy because you were in uour right mond. Maybe you just need some time out and rest from all the work that you have heard. The mind also gets tired at some point and the best thing you can do is just relax and take time out. We all have to get inspired at some point, and this goes for us as individuals too. We cannot be waiting for people to inspire us all the yime. At times we need to inspire and motivate ourselves by doing certain things. Like speaking to our hearts and minds about being and doing things positively, that eay you will not have room to start thinking that uou are bored or start thinking negative thoughts. |
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@Anitah Gimase, Thank you my dear, you are right and bright. You guessed it right that I need time to rest, to have some leisure, to have fun with my friends and family. In the past week, I was in trouble because of my hand bag I left in the vehicle. I did not drive my car that day to school because I intend to shop in the mall and the parking are is very far. I plan to ride a taxi that time, but ad I cannot find one because of the heavy traffic, rain and there are police on duty, so taxi drivers cannot just stop anywhere they like when police is not around. I brought many stuffs that afternoon. It was my carelessness actually that drove me to forget my hand bag. On my left 4 bags including my hand bag Those 3 were full of fruits, the other toys for my nephew kids and the other one full of veggies five kinds, so heavy.On my right had, my shoulder bag. I was indeed careless. I was not in my condition after I lost the bag containing celfon, 14 K gold bracelet, 7 pieces of keys, imported make up sets, imported umbrella and newly bought stockings. That depressed me , making me unhappy and uninspired. This time, I already have peace of mind and heart. Everything was solved. I thank the Lord. I know you too, God fearing and believer to our Powerful God.
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