January 5, 2017 at 9:44 pm

I am becoming to hate this neighbor of mine. From now on, I will stop rendering my kindness to them. If you did something good, they make fun out of you. I will start to shut down myself for those who wanted to know me. This is the last of me to be seen visibly by the people who wanted to know me. I will never ever entertain these silly things. I need to focus on what I should do.

 I feel so upset for not having real friends around. It is also hard to trust anybody from this strange country. I could still remember my aunt told me, she only trusted God for everything. It is the turning point for me to realize that God is my real best friend.

 I was isolated and I never thought it is a great impact for me to renew myself. I will remain silent for the mean time and I will never open my personal life to anyone. I was always hurt for being so open.  It is a big challenge, but I refused to connect to them in any ways.

January 7, 2017 at 5:01 pm

God is also my best freind, true friend, true father and true Savior of my soul. I had no God for 5 years in the past.That was so because I been frustrated of love to a man whose love is fake. I believed on his promises and my love for him  grew day after day,Then one day,I learned that he had  shot gun wedding to the daughter of his boss, a high ranking official in the Air Force. My ex is a plane pilot.He finished his aeronautics course in Manila.He was my subject mate during college and we been in a relationship for many years.

Then he went to the university where I am teaching , that was July and he told me that he will come back in December to arrange our marriage only to know that in the month of August he was cornered by the daughter of his boss who,at that time madly n love with him. I learned it when I called my ex and a female voice was heard answering me that she is Arthur’s wife. Arthur is the name of my ex. After hearing those words, I wanted to end everything. I collapsed so suddenly in a corner in the road. My big fault or sin was, I blamed God of my fate. I forgot him for 5 years, long years, but, I surrendered to my Lord.

I realized, my life is useless, nothing without God. After that, I made a strong promise to our Lord, to love, rejoice, praise, and pray to Him until eternity. My life after that was like a shining glory. I love God so much, He always gives me miracles, even money.Amen to my strong relationship to our Lord.

January 19, 2017 at 6:46 am

God is our best friend indeed . He is the one who won’t leave you even at your worst moment. He is always with you at anytime you want to talk to him.

HE too is my bestfriend. I always talk to him.