how do feel when is like all your sacrifice is becoming in vain ,unhappy right? That how jesus feels when you against him, that how jesus feels when you worship other gods instead of him, he was the one who die for your sins, he was bruise for forsake so you can have a happy and graceful life in him, he still assent to heaven to send the holysprit to living in us and lead us while he sits at the right hand of God the father to intercedes for us, all he ask is your love and loyalty God bless you