Ok so I am trying to get my mind off of bad stuff going on with my health. Sometimes it is really hard to do that when all I can think about is how bad I feel most of the time. Two months ago I went to the emergency room for pain and found out I had blood clots in my lungs. And I have some form of mutation called factor 5 where I will be prone to clots for the rest of my life. So dealing day by day I guess