No talent and no determination

January should be for many a month to start fresh and start in blogging with new enticing ideas. But, my head is empty and my obligations at home and with the job are huge. I have no time to turn around and organize myself in a better way. I am not even planning to make anything drastic or serious to improve my situation as for last two months it was very hard for me. I suddenly find myself unable to lift my eyelids, I am so tired and sleepy all the time. For two weeks I thought that I developed some serious illness because it became impossible to do even the simplest tasks. My doctor made all test and all came negative. I am happily healthy, but I am not happy at all. Doctor said I should take a rest of my daily duties, but I don’t know if that is even a possibility in the dreams.
I am so very tired and very unhappy. A few of my family members got very sick during the December. I don’t know if this is all about the climate or it is more about being old. I don’t want to spend their life but I see it is becoming like my own. It is not good in any way you turn it. I am so sorry to see them suffering like that, Hospitals are not expensive, but staying in them is terrible as much possible.
This was one of the reasons I am not anymore online and I have no interest in writing. I lost interest in anything so fast. I was thinking this could be my new hobby but it turned into something that I dislike so much.
I am thinking to close my online profiles and continue only shopping online because I lack talent and determination for anything else.

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    • I had also the same situation and things are getting rough at the end of last year. There are times that I can't even write some articles. I usually read the articles and do some comments. It was like having a frozen brain and can't think of brilliant ideas. But then, I just need to overcome the gloomy feeling; because there are a lot of plans needed to accomplish this year.

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